Deadly Superstorm Sandy

Just read the news about the superstorm sandy landed on New York City and saw the photos. It was super scary a great city just fall like tat in 1 day due to the deadly storm. All power lights were cut off, explosion, fire, every where were flooded just like 2012 Apocalypse. Below are the few photos of the aftermath of New York City I pick up from Yahoo to show how deadly this storm is.

Lower Manhattan goes dark during superstorm Sandy, on Monday, Oct 29, 2012, as seen from Brooklyn Heights promenade in Brooklyn borough of New York

The New York skyline remains dark Monday, Oct 29 2012, as seen from Williamsburg neighborhood in the Brooklyn borough of New York

A construction crane atop of luxury high-rise dangles precariously over the streets after collapsing in high winds from Hurricane Sandy, Mon, Oct 29, 2012 in New York

The facade of a four-story building on 14th Street and 8th Avenue collapsed onto the sidewalk as firefighters respond Mon, Oct 29, 2012 in New York

The New York Stock Exchange was shutdown for the 1st time since Sept 11, 2011

This photo taken Tues, Oct 30, 2012, shows what appear to be transformer exploding after much of lower Manhattan lost power during hurricane Sandy in New York

Scary isn't it? There are more photos and movie you can check it out at http://news.yahoo.com/mammoth-storm-sandy-plunges-nyc-darkness-014428580.html. Imagine it if this storm lands in Penang, =.=|| I guess from island bcome a flooded sea already =.=|| since Penang mostly have flooded issues but not as worst as this thank god. Hope every 1 New York ppl can go through this darker days.

Just Another Day of Workloads~

Dear Diary,

Since now I got no ppl to share to, or even a simple converstation, so I shall share to "U", last 3 weeks I have applied for several job vacancies at Jobstreet, but haven't got a one reply =(. Truth hurts cause it so hard to get a better job without a degree and after age 30 is way more harder to get. I tried badly to get a degree although I still fail badly, in the end I decided not to waste money and time anymore so decided to work at age 24 I think till now but my income I'm not really satisfied with it. Current job got yearly increment so it's a bit good benefits but working around in this company environment is sucks =.=, almost everyday either being complain at and gossip  or all last minutes work will throw at 'U' to finish it. Then all co-workers here so good in acting they will be good with 'U' when 'U' around, but behind their back they will complaint 'U' none stop. Then mostly co-workers all talk is lies I guess since I can't trust anybody at all =.=, A talk this while B talk that "terbalik" and then C n D talk bad tings about A n B. This goes on and on in this working environment so mostly I just kept quiet n chat with my gf happily avoding the rest. But now can't already so mostly even a simple wish of gud morning or a gud night I can't say or sms to her, cause she sumtimes wont reply back at all. So mostly I just wait and wait cause scare I disturb her..=) so now noting 2 do so I still finding program to edit old photos to upload at here...

B4 I leave, this is interesting quote to keep note:

Old stories gone but old memories stay,
will we remember what we have learnt?
To stand up carefully and not to fall down again...
some wanted to find ways to go back,
some wanted to write a new story,
some just wanna stay in the current page,
to figure out what's the right title for their own story...

Good Day my Diary

Need 2 Cure Myself

Dear Diary,

I hurt her feelings and make her mad again 2day.I just cant figure out why I so easy jealous and to overprotective to my dear n only best friend after I saw her post of photos up my heart just drop and I just "snap" again haiz. Mayb because all my bad experience from my past since childhood till now I still can't trust any1 cause worry be hurt again. She say she love me alot last time so need trust her she can handle herself. She told me it was my bad habit n I can't change already especially when I panic meet her frens all of sudden and left her.. =( Since tat day she wont talk to me anymore, I admit I'm not a perfect man. I shall try figure it all out myself and need cure myself up b4 its too late for her n leave me for others. I really do love her , and miss her alot for over 1 month been trying to ask her out just for the 1 weekends or called her but always 'busy" or "noting to say" as her reply. Sumtimes c she go out with frens this month I was jealous again due to her 'busy' reply and don't dare to ask her out already. B4 Halloween day I decided to ask her again just for 3 hours only to take her out but she rejected again and I ask her reason she just reply "can't lo". But the next day she went out with ex-colleges that makes me heart drop alot...then I "blown away" again.

Lesson learned:-
I must learn myself control n believing in people n calm my heart n mind. For now I won't disturb her anymore with my rubbish sms's cause she having exam soon. Love 'U' alots n I try love myself.

PS:- "I'm so sorry I can't control my feelings for U, I shall try hard to trust ppl again such as trusting U" "I will try to cure myself up" "I wont give up on U"

New Updated Outlook

Dear diary, its been so long I haven't update the blog layout, now I decided to do so to update a new fresh start to the blog, with new fresh n lighter color n remove certain widgets. Now I still looking for a program to edit all the pics into one animated flash or gif. Plan to update all the tings we did in the past to recall the happy memories in my diary.

PS:- Still misses her badly after we ended relationship