!@#$ God Help Me!

GAHHH...!!! Feeling so nervous worried right now... =(
I dislike this kinda feeling... exam is next week... i am so not ready... =(

In a way, I feel kinda lucky that things are going the way the are... But as usual, I hate myself for doing the last minute...

Dear God,
I know you've been helping me all this while... and I am thankful for that...
I still need plenty of luck and motivation from you so that I can stay strong and pull through this exam...
I hope I will pass all these four papers and that I won't disappoint those who believes in me...
And may you bless all my other ACCA-mates too...
Thank You...


Right! Off to study now...!

May 1st

Dearest Diary,

It's the first of May. Happy Labour Sunday!
Reason I'm writing = I have to pour out the nerves and butterflies I'm having inside me...
Why butterflies? = Exactly 1 month left to exam
Am I ready? = Obviously no...
So? = This is the crucial month and I shall not waste my time being nervous and then eventually fail my exams again.

So as they say, failing to plan is planning to fail... Therefore, Step 1 will be to plan!
Checklist
>> Fill my new pocket diary with revision classes timetable for the month... CHECKED!
>> Fill diary with EXAM dates... CHECKED!

=(
i feel so alone...